Step out !!

TIme to explore a new world
time to step a little out
time to break the walls
time to stand a little more tall

What happened till now was joyous
journey was pleasant
life remained all kind and loving
loving were all things ,big or small

But Now some adventure
to move things a little
Why not some new venture
lets hit the walls
and make them brittle

will test my strength
will become even more strong
Now the deeds will happen
it will be fun
whether right or wrong

Don't Judge Me

When I cry I may not be sad
I may not be grieved
May be I am just confused
I dont know whether to laugh or sit quite
To stay back , Tears refused

When I scream , I may not be angry
I may not be mad
May be I am just hopeless
Helpless nothing I can do
It didn't turn out the way I assessed

When I laugh , I may not be happy
May be the stupidity crossed all limits
May be laughing is all I can do
This is all I am allowed to .

Dont JUDGE me
With what you see
To understand all
You will have to be me

Your Colors And Mine

Yes Its a new world

A new world with lots of colors

Colors which are not together

Colors which i find new on every step

Colors which are different from mine

Some are too dull ,

Some are too bright

Can I color myself to get merged within

Or I will be spotted , be aloof even

If I will look like those

then those will be me

I will loose my vigor

Not able to decide

What to be and what not to be

All around is the beauty

As the beauty is inside

I will caress these colors

And those will be mine

Such have we been constructed

To be one with everything

Some day we will be out of cocoon

Some day we will have to spread our wings

Welcome 2012

waiting up for new year
new year with all new things
some new mornings
some new nights
some new encounters
some new sights

old year had been
quite eventfull
changed the flow of life
how changes happened so fast
it seems all just happened yesterday night

Wonderfull year
with all good things happened
I bow my head to 2011
being my best year of my life

2012 will also be great
I am sure of that
As Now I have the company
with whom it does not matter
whether its good of bad :-)

I am looking forward
to welcome the year
with him by my side
enthusiasm to do great things
now have become twice

Shout out aloud !!!

i had to tell the things , things that i cant tell
i kept repeating them in my minds
but loudly i cant yell

opening mouth will mean a lot
will mean to shatter world
i cannot let thoughts go
as they are like sharp swords

better i let my anger settle
let my feeling sit down
that i know what i am thinking is worthless
then just why listen to them now

thinking this i curbed words
i buried my feelings
but forgot they were still alive
no matter for how much time
i keep them in coffin

one day they will burst out
will fall like volcano
they will burn my world still
whether today or tomorrow

so why not just let them out
and reduce suffering a little
what has to be shattered
will shatter , will have to repair
whether today or tomorrow

My Dear Dad

You always do like this

never take me anywhere 

with love he held my hand 

took me i wanted to go where 

You always do like this 

have never given me what i want 

he smiles like always

and just buy me what was refused

Always he caressed me 

but i complained about the rudeness

He always corrected me

And i kept saying you dont know me 

He lit my path whenever it was dark

he filled my life 

with whatever it ever lacked 

Listened to all what i said 

took it as a joke 

he who loved me unconditionally

Is my Dear Dad

The Woman In your Life

When you are sad
When you are happy
you know where you want to be
your wife , your mom , your sis
that's the woman in your life

Shoulder always there for you
you are strong in front of everyone
in front of whom
you are you
that's the woman in your life

You may call her weak
whose shelter you seek
in your weakest time
that's the woman in your life

Her smile shines your life
her words matters a world
she gives you goals
to grow , to win, to survive
that's the woman in your life

Treat me the way you treat you

May be you cant listen me
But I have a voice too
May be you cant feel it
But I get hurt too

I have basic needs
To keep me alive
Though unlike you
They may not be cloth , air and rice

I breathe, move and live
I have my joys
Have my griefs
When in pain I do wail
poor soul of your
though cant understand

not asking for any help
not asking for any favor
Just treat me too the way
you human treat each other 

You Be The Change

When I want you to be polite
Will have to stop screaming first
When I want you to be loving
Will Have to stop loathing first

Will have to stretch my arm
If want you to hold me
Will have to smile first
If want you to be Glee

Change I want in you
Need to be in me first
Or Do I deserve to ask for it
What I am not able to deliver ?

My Lord Crossed Barriers

Want to go to temple

need to talk to God

Has so much to discuss

to complain to applaud

with this thought

I came a little far

that saw in front of me

shutting down those doors

They were blocking the way

the way between me and my God

Ohh this is bad Omen

What happened

Don't you want to talk with me lord

Some one suddenly yanked

the corner of my dress

pulled it little hard

hello !! ma'am

you don't have these flowers

For real prayer

these are the ones

which are required

I stared at him

looked him with anger

Cant you see

I am not able to reach God

Cant you see the barrier

But what i saw

was innocent smile

It melted me down

I asked for the cost

and Bought what ever flowers

I could afford

The kid jumped

and laughed a lot

did I find my God then

Or how else do you feel

such an eternal bliss

then i could realize

My lord actually crossed

barriers , just to

Meet Me :-)

That 5 Letter Word

It wasn't my fault
It wasn't my mistake
This is how it had to be done
Depends on your own take

If you don't want
Do not talk Do not respond
My ego is with me anyways
My dearest friend ,
My strongest bond

Ohh !!! its quite long
I miss you now a little
Never has thought
Our relation was so brittle

Eyes have cried
But wont show you tears
You should see only the false pride
For you which i always wear

I am not affected
My ego is replying
But why then So many knots
In my head are lying

Finally said that 5 letter word
Mind became suddenly unchoked
Now how you react does not matter
I did what was my job

But smile came back on your face
I too got my own grace
Was this so easy
Dunno why I let myself suffer
For So many days

Dance is Magic

When you reach above sky
When you fly without wings
when you feel joy all around
Then you know WHAT MAGIC DANCE IS

When you break every barrier
When you step beyond limits
When everything seems beautiful
Then you know WHAT MAGIC DANCE IS

When those beats
Seem rhythm of life
When your soul lives up
As had never been more alive

When you find
Till now what has been missed
Then you know
WHAT MAGIC DANCE IS

Don't stop magic from happening
let it enter your life
spread your arms to feel charisma
Swing your body to feel divine

You are you

How could I question
What you believe
What you believe
Has made you

May be what you think is false
May be what you think is true
But it is what you are
A beautiful soul
And a nice mind too

IF I tell you to change
To change the way you think
Am I not asking you to bend?
To be a different being

I may not agree
But I respect
I consider
What you said

We may not think alike
We may not react same
But I feel same way
As you any joy
As you any pain

My Books -- My Buddies

Books are my friends
They are my buddies
They are with me
with me when is no body

Some times Preachers
Some times fun
they show me the ways
when i think there are none

With them do not know
how time flies
When we are together
nothing remains dull
Everything shines , every thing smiles

Visit the whole world
Without spending a penny
Experience every emotion
without facing consequences of any

Isn't it great to
have such bounds
Truly they are with you
with no expectations ,
with no demands

Why Again !!!

It came returning to me
The path that
I had already traversed

Why I need to
Go through all the problems
Again, when I had
Already faced them

Why troubles returned
When I had already
Been through, with full might
With full strength

Why, why again !!

May be I faced the problems
But dint solve them
May be I passed through troubles
But never got over them

May be I was strong enough
But was never
Wise enough to learn
Not mature enough
To Understand
Awake enough
To know

That problems
Given by life
Are to teach me
How to survive

How to be better soul
And not to stick
With part given
Refusing to become whole

But now I have realized
What was ignored always
Just acceptance is not enough
What needed is
Not just to pass through
But mend those broken ways

Early Morning

Sky with rosy hue
Could feel it first time
Flowers responded smiling
Looking pretty, decorated
With drops of dew

A little wet
Cozy cold
Such is the weather
Every sight is fresh
Surrounds you nothing old

Old ones come smiling
Admiring nature
Observing the stillness in life
Young ones are running fast
Trying to match the pace
Trying to go ahead of
Whatever ahead is lying

Birds in the sky
Have already flown away
For the regular chores
They might be going
To touch infinite’s other shore

Its so regular
That we do not comprehend
Every step we put
Is an experience
Should not miss even a chance
Lock in your memories
All pretty moments spend

I amaze Myself !!

I wont be able
To even touch it
Away its lying
Sitting on a far summit

Whats the point
In stretching hand
In troubling self
To approach unconquerable

I kept waiting
For the Goal to come near
May be that was
Me impatient
That waiting no more
I could bear

Finallly took a step
Stretched self to maximum
Knew though perfectly
What allowed is no back turns

To what I reached
Was Beyond
Beyond all barriers,
Beyond all counts
Beyond all limits
Me, myself I found

This feeling is
Most wonderfull
This feeling of
Amzing onself
That when you go ahead
Of borders, for you yourself
Have set

Waiting For What

Never let the smile
Rose on my face
Always kept
the shine away

When Will be able
to laugh my life out
Kept waiting for
Those fullfilling days

Every Day break
started with conditions
I will be working
To make life heaven

What is heaven
how it looks
But its not what
I have right now
For this i am sure
No doubts me holds

To reach the unknown
Taking steps forward
Keeping eyes nowhere
aimelesly striding ahead

In wait for
most beautiful sight
I forget to appreciate
In my way whats lying


May be the dreams
Are the reason to live
but can't we just
live what to us life gives

May be the goal
is to touch the heaven
but Is it not lying
Around us
Every corner Every where

These are the questions
I asked from me
and anwered conscious
life is beautiful
Closely if viewed
has been already build
What since years
Iam trying to construct

That Something

Was that something
I had longed for ages
Was that something
Without which
Could not imagine living

When saw that something
Going away from hands
Tears rolled down
Mind went blanked

Was my destiny
That was my fortune
Then how can it go away
Leaving me senile
Leaving me alone

Could not cry
Could not scream
Where dreams too weren’t mine
Was put in such sleep

Had not the courage
To look towards empty hands
To see what was lying now
In place of my destiny
As a replacement

Hope could ignore it forever
Keeping my eyes shut
Could keep my eyes fixed
On what was already left

If possible could have done that
Could have stopped in way between
But what was walking is life
Can’t leave the hand
With it only will have to stride

So will walk
And won’t turn back
Will keep searching for though
To fulfill self
With what me lacks

From the Rajmachi

In the lap of nature
Nearer to God
Had I been
to beauty unexplored
















To the top of world
With the clouds
With me walked
Nature Uncloaked


Sky was never
so clear
Air was never
so fresh
Breathing was never
so easy
Eyes never felt
so relaxed















That gigling with buddies
That laughing on every fall
That getting up again
as had to see what beauty
more for us path holds

Every sight
Every step
was an experience
To be kept
Preserved in minds
near to soul
So If ever feel exhausted
This I could recall